Friday, January 28, 2011

in a slump

Idk why but lately i get so down for no reason. Nothing triggers it, there's no reason for me to be in a bad mood. But i just dont want to talk to anyone, just wanna be left alone to do what needs to be done.. dishes, laundry, homework, scrubbing floors, changing diapers, putting toys away, dealing with the daily. I cant stand being 'unhappy' like this. There is ABSOLUTELY no reason for it. I have nothing to vent about. So whats the deal? Its exhausting feeling like this. It takes so much to make me laugh. I need to do something to change this but if i dont know what the problem is, how do I fix it? [[sigh]].